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Hey everybody, just a journal again.

First off, thank you for commented on those sketches. That really made me happy I need to be on DA more, and put more up. Maybe I'll just fill the scraps section XD cuz sadly that's all I seem to be doing, sketches and scraps X_x I guess it's good in a way, but I really want to paint and use colour again, I've been itching to for weeks.

Just having an issue with getting a proper drawing ready to do such a thing *sighs*
I want to draw, I really do, but when I sti down to do it, I look at the blank page of my sketchbook and just...stare...pencil against the page but not doing anything.
Bah, I have the juice but maybe I'm just too afraid to draw anything in fear it won't turn out U_U So it's not an artist's block exactly, just...motivation? No, er...well I gather you know what I mean.

My College course has started up again, and I was all reving to go when I got there the first day! THEN- poof. It's gone and I'm succumbing to temptation to procrastinate again *groans* Why is everything so tedious in my course right now? Urgh.
Well I guess part of it is BECAUSE of the stupid new curricilum, and there's some new stuff added.OF COURSE, ya know, some of the LAPs (Learning Activity Packages) aren;t even DONE yet!! Wtf?? I have like, 3 credits I could finish off if they were complete! And one is of equipment that's not even here yet! Who knows when that'll come in ~_~ I have to finish this course in 4 months, including work practicum.
The InDesign interactive visual/audio tutorials are a pain to sit through, because I won't remember everything and I know it x_x plus there's like, 26 or more chapters to cover!! Wtf?? I prefered the book better then this.
And right now, basically I'm the guinea pig for the new laps. Joy. I'm not fricking writing out the LAP steps, that isn't my fucking job. That's the teachers.

So sadly, I'm procrastinating again. I need to kick myself in the butt and not screw myself over like last year. I have to get this done.

Also, another thing popped up at home again. Mu poor mum, she's been having so many health issues the past few months. Now a new thing got added to her plate and is delaying her from going back to work.
Somehow the thing between the discs on her spine pushed out, so she can't move much. She needs to stay in bed, and rest, that's the best chance they said that would work to recover at the moment, 90% chance. So we'll concentrate on that.
So my brother and I are taking over doing things in the house. I mean, I don't mind too much, I need to do more work to help out around the house. I'm taking over the three lawns she had to cut until the end of september, so it's extra money for me (still need to pay dad off for the artbooks I ordered on ebay). She was just dissapointed that she can't go to Brandon for Obidience Trials (for dogs) with her dog class friends, because they always had a great time. I truthfully wish she could go...but she can't. I'll have to get her some flowers this weekend to keep her cheerful.
She was going to go back to karate, and signed up for some special dog classes that she waited a long time to get into as well. I'm praying that she heals up soon.

I've been tired lately, though I really shouldn't be. I'm working about 20-25 hours a week at Extra Foods, so I go from school right to work, and get home. I'm just drained. Don't feel like drawing or doing much when I get home, just want to sit, which I shouldn't be doing.
My company might be going on strike September 30th, so I have to start looking for a new oart time job. I can't afford to go through a strike and get crappy strike pay. No, I simply will give in my two weeks when I get another job. Hell, I've put my time as a cashier anyway, been working there for about 2 1/2 years now. I'm sorta getting sick of it. Also because of teh fact they've been putting me at Customer Service everyday for the past two weeks, trust me I don't want to deal with that for a bit.

Anyways, my obsessions as of late are:

LOST OMG my brother's friend brought over a DVD from the first season, so my brother and I are HOOKED. I haven't caught up to him yet (he's going through the second season), but I will when I get time. I didn't think I'd get so addicted to a TV show XD
My other obsession (blame my friend for this one) at the moment is reading stories written my Megan Derr. OMG *_* I don't know what it is...but I've been so hooked. DAMN YOU! XD She lent me Fairytales Slashed vol. 1, and man I've been reading through the other 3 books she lent me from her @__@ I need to read the long stories of hers that are online on her website and blog. MAN I can't put them down (that's what's been passing the time during class).

I've been itching so terribly to do fanart D: Why am I so stuck? T__T *whimpers* my muse must be fed, she/he is poking at me, it's torture.

Once again, sorry for not replying, e-mailing, etc etc to those that I owe it to. Blah I've been going into RP withdrawl ;0; maybe that's why I can't concentrate, cuz I get no RP text messages *sniffle* Grimmy's phone got taken in and I miss chatting and RPing with her *sob* It makes me concentrate better and get through the work shifts easier. Something to look forward to.

Anyways, I have to go do some more dishes, thanks for reading this far *huggles*
Goodmorning and goodnight my friends!

~Dewbie

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I have ideas for the followings costumes I wanna cosplay as (eventualy):

Chibi-con (?)

----> Fai (Tsubasa) <----
----> Jan Van Ruthberg (Animamundi)<----
----> Deatoura (Two Rooks contest) [webcomic] <----
- Louis (Interview with the Vampire) [fix up]
-Ryuuk (DeathNote) (on hold)
-Gwendel (Kyou Kara Maou)
-Pain (FFX-2)
-Vincent Valentine (FF7)
-Diz (Kingdom Hearts)
-Original Costumes

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~*Quest for Survival*~

Quest for Survival
Chapter 1 of ‘Quest for Survival written (and being still written) by ~Chrizzyfurr and I ^0^ We’re way past this in teh story wise, give us time though I’ve been a bum <_<;; But here it is anyway!!

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